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End Of The Dream
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"I think I finally understand what it means to be lost"
"Sit --> Crawl --> Stand --> Run :)"
Date & Time:   08 November 2011, 11:19 AM
Entry:
YES of course, I've told my parents about that. It really is beyond my expectation. I really really REALLY thought that I can finally leave that town but, I can't believe this myself. It's like no matter what I did, my dad seems doesn't care and still wants me to finished it. So, what I did and what I told him, is totally WASTE OF MY TIME.  I told him Segamat is flooding all the time, Segamat's bus stand burned down, I skipped classes, I got bad results, all that, just to make sure he change his mind, so I can escaped from that place but I think it just wasting my time. He really gets my nerve!

Whatever it is, in and out, (sort of) I have a deep thought about this. And what I get is, it's maybe about my dad, it's maybe about my mom, or anyone else, IT'S NOT ALWAYS ABOUT ME. It's not my dad who destroyed my hope, as now I realizing I did it myself. I'm sorry dad, it's not that I don't wanna do what you want me to do, I just hate what you just asked me to do. I hate this course. Maybe he always give me everything that I want, so this time I will do something that he wanted. I will finish this. So anyways, I'll do it :) SAYA IKHLAS :))

p/s : Si Kecik dah sambung Degree, Petroleum Engineering at UTM Skudai. Like we always wanted, I'm proud of you babe :')